You Are Special
Wednesday, October 29th, 2008
About 30+ years ago, Ken and I were working at a drug rehab program in Minneapolis. While there, a woman came into the program and worked for me in the office. She would come to me on break or before or after hours and talk about her past life of horror. She had made some huge mistakes and felt she was unlovable. She really fell in love with Jesus and was thankful that He loved her but had some trouble grasping it all. She had been in and out of Psych Wards for years with five attempted suicides.
One day I said to her, “Alice (not her real name), I have an assignment for you to do. Do you know the song, ‘I Just Thank You Lord for Making Me Me?’” She loved to sing and said that she knew the song well. I made sure she had all the words and gave her this assignment.
“I want you to sing this song five times a day and to read and meditate on the 23rd Psalm each time you sing.” I proceeded to explain that to meditate meant to stop and think about the meaning of each phrase of the Psalm. For example take the first part of the first verse: “The Lord is my Shepherd.” Think about “The Lord.” Who is He? The Lord God Almighty, Creator of heaven and earth, Savior, Friend along with everything else you can think of. Then go on, “is my Shepherd.” No one can take Him away from me! He is ‘my’ Shepherd. I asked her to go on and think about what a Shepherd does and to do this for one week five times a day.
Believe it or not – she did it! The following Monday morning this normally sad and withdrawn woman came almost dancing into my office. She looked at me with face aglow and exclaimed with her hands clasped delightedly to her chest, “Marvine! I am special. Did you know that? Someone actually thinks I am special! Do you want to know who He is?” Of course I said ‘yes.’ She went on rapturously while joyfully dancing in a circle, “Jesus! Jesus finds me special! Can you believe that?” She went on to become one of my most dependable workers and a true inspiration to all of us.
Psalm 18
As told by Marvine
Jim found himself attacked on every side. He was terrified. There were too many. He was going under. There were too many problems. He couldn’t make it – he couldn’t survive. Death stared him in the face and fear consumed him. Finally in desperation he cried out, “Oh, God! Please help me!”
That’s just what God was waiting for! He roared in such anger at the men who were tried to hurt His child that the earth shook and trembled. He thundered in the heavens and upon earth. Arrows flew from him to earth. Hailstones and fire destroyed the enemy.
Tenderly God picked Jim up in His arms and carefully took him to a flat, beautiful, peaceful place of security and safety. He put up the invisible shield around him so he knew he was safe. Then God continued to chase and destroy the enemy.
As time went on, God taught Jim how to fight and gave him the confidence that he needed to win. Finally the day came when the enemy attacked Jim again and Jim got up and leaped over a wall, victoriously getting away clean. Wow! Things were looking up!
God continued to work with him until the day came when Jim chased the enemy and the enemy fled away in terror. Jim then lifted his arms in praise and gave glory to the God in Heaven who helps His people win such battles. Confident and victorious, Jim went on to serve God and teach his children how to win.
Have you ever thought about just how much God loves you and how special you are in His sight? No wonder the New Testament refers to the Father’s love that is so immense that He sent His dearly beloved Son to die so that we can be saved and spend eternity with Him in heaven. What an awesome God!
THE LORD IS MY SHEPHERD
By Connie Calenberg
The Lord has e’er my Shepherd been,
my keeper in the night;
‘Tis He who leads me step by step,
who guides me in the light.
When I am lost and darkness falls,
when steep the rocky way,
‘Tis Christ, the Shepherd of my Soul,
who seeks me when I stray.
I shall not want, for He is mine,
He satisfies each plea,
And though I through the valley walk,
I know He’s there with me.
He leadeth me, O blessed thought,
beside the waters still.
The wondrous peace of knowing Him,
my hungry soul doth fill.
I shall not fear though waters deep,
through valleys I must roam,
For Christ my Shepherd e’er shall be,
until He leads me home.
Inspiring Poems (Zondervan ©1970) p.88
I love the verses in Jude 24-25 where we find that one day Jesus will joyfully present us — His children — with pride as faultless victorious people before His Father’s Throne. Did it ever occur to you just who we are? We can stand straight with joy in our eyes because we, His children, are children of a King! We are Royalty! When Jesus sets up His Kingdom on earth, we will even rule and reign with Him! What a glorious future we have! How special we are in Christ!